Overlooked opportunity

I labored with this girl who used to be 1 year older than me and barely thicc, and most continuously as we turned true appropriate chums she urged me nothing used to be ever going to happen between us, then she persisted joking about blowing me and more sexual shit, and wished to pass these romantic areas with me, however i respected what she stated and never made a pass, however a whereas later when we started drifting apart as chums she urged “i wasn’t kidding in regards to the entire stuff i stated” (the sexual jokes)

At that moment i knew i dont perceive shit about females